I Feel So Far From Where I've Been

The Freak Is Freaking Out
Yeah, it's me. Up late again.
Okay, so it's not really late.
But the other people here go to bed at like, 8 at the latest.
I'm craving a fruit salad so bad,
but we're not allowed to eat in our rooms. =(
Maybe I'll venture out into the dark, creepy house
when I'm done with this blog.
So. Tomorrow I go back to visit my old high school.
It's only to get my transcript sent to UC,
[and NKU as an alternate, but I really don't wanna go there.]
but I'm gonna visit my friends at the same time.
Everyone's trying to convince me that I'll still be remembered,
but I don't believe 'em.
Maybe some people will remember who I am,
but will they remember everything we've experienced together?
It's sad to think I could've just been the 'girl of the moment,'
who everyone paid attention to until someone better came along.
There's lots of 'better' people for my friends to hang around,
people that would help erase me from memory.
God, I sound so effing dramatic,
but that's how I'm feeling.
Tackle-hugging my old best friend [and not-so-secret crush, ack]
and being pushed away?
What a crushing blow that would be.
I'll let you know what happens.
Now, to tackle that fruit salad =)