September 22, 2008

Faces Come & Faces Go, But None Seem To Look My Way

The Freak Is Confused.
Gosh, where WAS everyone today?
Something very wrong has happened to my group of friends.
It seems like they aren't really a "group" anymore.
I was happily greeted and glomped quite a few times...
but only individually.
There wasn't a cluster of crazy kids happy to see me,
only a few odd wanderers I happened to run into.
And I never saw you-know-who...
It was tragically sad, but I expected it.
On the car ride back, I tried hard not to cry.
But I complained enough to annoy my mother.
Then, when I got back to the house,
I realized the address to UC was still in my pocket.
I can't remember if I gave it to the counselor or not...
So I emailed her frantically with the address
as soon as I could...
Wouldn't I look stupid if she opened that email,
then replied saying I had given her the address...
...and she gave it back to me, and I just blanked out?
Seriously, I barely remember being there.
I just remember the disappointment.
What a disaster.

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